1 00:00:04,037 --> 00:00:07,172 [pachelbel's canon in d] 2 00:00:07,174 --> 00:00:08,173 - If you could go back 3 00:00:08,175 --> 00:00:09,541 And change one thing about your life, 4 00:00:09,543 --> 00:00:13,379 One decision, one answer, one mistake, 5 00:00:13,381 --> 00:00:17,750 What would you do, knowing everything know now? 6 00:00:17,752 --> 00:00:19,251 Would you make the same choice 7 00:00:19,253 --> 00:00:22,287 And somehow get it right this time? 8 00:00:22,289 --> 00:00:25,190 Or would you start over? 9 00:00:26,659 --> 00:00:30,662 Almost 20 years later, I still think about that day. 10 00:00:30,664 --> 00:00:34,466 My first husband, sean, and I had been so in love 11 00:00:34,468 --> 00:00:37,436 And so crazy and so stupid. 12 00:00:37,438 --> 00:00:40,606 God, he was hot. 13 00:00:41,241 --> 00:00:44,410 And then there was lolly. 14 00:00:44,412 --> 00:00:44,810 [sighs] 15 00:00:44,812 --> 00:00:47,112 - No one is available to take your call. 16 00:00:47,114 --> 00:00:48,347 Please leave a message. 17 00:00:48,349 --> 00:00:48,781 Beep! 18 00:00:48,783 --> 00:00:50,816 - Hi, lolly. It's becca. 19 00:00:50,818 --> 00:00:54,353 Becca brady. Remember me? 20 00:00:54,355 --> 00:00:57,456 Anyway, um, I know we haven't spoken 21 00:00:57,458 --> 00:00:59,224 In, like... 22 00:00:59,226 --> 00:01:00,559 Ten years. 23 00:01:00,561 --> 00:01:01,593 I just--I don't even know 24 00:01:01,595 --> 00:01:03,328 If this is the right number for you. 25 00:01:03,330 --> 00:01:07,633 Um, but I'm getting married tomorrow. 26 00:01:07,635 --> 00:01:09,168 Again. [chuckles] 27 00:01:09,170 --> 00:01:11,270 Anyway, I just keep thinking, 28 00:01:11,272 --> 00:01:12,638 "lolly should be here." 29 00:01:12,640 --> 00:01:15,274 You were my maid of honor in my first wedding. 30 00:01:15,276 --> 00:01:17,776 I think that should be a lifetime position. 31 00:01:17,778 --> 00:01:20,679 Anyway, I guess... [sighs] 32 00:01:20,681 --> 00:01:24,249 What I'm trying to say is that 33 00:01:24,251 --> 00:01:25,484 I miss you. 34 00:01:25,486 --> 00:01:30,422 And I feel terrible about everything that happened. 35 00:01:30,424 --> 00:01:31,857 And... [sighs] 36 00:01:31,859 --> 00:01:32,825 I wish you were here, 37 00:01:32,827 --> 00:01:36,495 'cause I feel like I might be about to make another mistake. 38 00:01:36,497 --> 00:01:37,429 And I-- [knock at door] 39 00:01:37,431 --> 00:01:40,866 - Becca, we were supposed to leave ten minutes ago. 40 00:01:40,868 --> 00:01:43,435 - I miss you. 41 00:01:43,803 --> 00:01:44,736 - Everything okay? 42 00:01:44,738 --> 00:01:47,673 - Of course. Good. 43 00:01:53,179 --> 00:01:56,582 - ♪ couldn't stay ♪ 44 00:01:56,584 --> 00:01:58,851 [indistinct conversations] 45 00:01:58,853 --> 00:02:00,385 - Okay, you can do this. 24 more hours. 46 00:02:00,387 --> 00:02:03,422 Just get a drink in your body before you see your mother. 47 00:02:03,424 --> 00:02:04,356 Can I get a champagne? 48 00:02:04,358 --> 00:02:06,191 - There's the blushing bride. 49 00:02:06,193 --> 00:02:08,727 - Hi, mom. - Hello, darling. 50 00:02:09,395 --> 00:02:10,496 You look worried. 51 00:02:10,498 --> 00:02:12,131 - Thank you. 52 00:02:12,133 --> 00:02:13,432 - You look beautiful. 53 00:02:13,434 --> 00:02:14,299 But what's this? 54 00:02:14,301 --> 00:02:16,468 I always told you not to frown so much. 55 00:02:16,470 --> 00:02:18,804 - It's just the way my face looks, mom. 56 00:02:18,806 --> 00:02:20,339 I just want this to go smoothly. 57 00:02:20,341 --> 00:02:21,707 - Oh, honey, it's going to be fine. 58 00:02:21,709 --> 00:02:23,408 You've done this before, you know. 59 00:02:23,410 --> 00:02:26,545 Oh, well, if it's not the prom queen 60 00:02:26,547 --> 00:02:28,480 And her sugar daddy. 61 00:02:28,482 --> 00:02:29,348 - Be nice. 62 00:02:29,350 --> 00:02:30,849 - I'm always nice to your father. 63 00:02:30,851 --> 00:02:33,252 - Sweetheart. - Hi, dad. 64 00:02:33,254 --> 00:02:34,319 - Mwah! 65 00:02:34,321 --> 00:02:35,154 - Hi, sabrina. 66 00:02:35,156 --> 00:02:36,622 - Can I tell her our news? - Well-- 67 00:02:36,624 --> 00:02:38,891 - We're pregnant! 68 00:02:41,194 --> 00:02:41,760 - My, my. 69 00:02:41,762 --> 00:02:45,230 - Just when I thought the night couldn't get any worse, 70 00:02:45,232 --> 00:02:46,431 Here comes the boss from hell. 71 00:02:46,433 --> 00:02:47,933 - Did we send juliet those contracts? 72 00:02:47,935 --> 00:02:50,736 - Simon, can we please take off our work hats? 73 00:02:50,738 --> 00:02:51,904 I don't know if you've noticed, 74 00:02:51,906 --> 00:02:54,473 But we are in the middle of my rehearsal dinner. 75 00:02:54,475 --> 00:02:55,541 For my wedding. - I know. 76 00:02:55,543 --> 00:02:58,510 Look, I'm very happy for you, and andy's adorable, 77 00:02:58,512 --> 00:02:59,845 And I wish you years of wedded bliss. 78 00:02:59,847 --> 00:03:01,813 I just need to make sure these contracts go through. 79 00:03:01,815 --> 00:03:04,216 Then you can have the rest of the night to relax. 80 00:03:04,218 --> 00:03:04,883 - Okay. - 'kay? 81 00:03:04,885 --> 00:03:08,220 - Done. Pdf. Attach file. 82 00:03:08,688 --> 00:03:09,955 - Can I buy you a drink? 83 00:03:09,957 --> 00:03:12,191 - Oh, jamie! My brother. 84 00:03:12,193 --> 00:03:13,792 He never wanted to come to family events, 85 00:03:13,794 --> 00:03:15,861 And he always left as soon as he got there. 86 00:03:15,863 --> 00:03:16,795 What happened to you? 87 00:03:16,797 --> 00:03:19,198 Mom said she didn't know if you were coming. 88 00:03:19,200 --> 00:03:20,265 - [sighs] thank you. 89 00:03:20,267 --> 00:03:23,268 Well, you know I like to keep expectations a little low. 90 00:03:23,270 --> 00:03:24,469 - So did you hear about them? 91 00:03:24,471 --> 00:03:26,371 - Who? - Dad and sabrina. 92 00:03:26,373 --> 00:03:27,806 - What about 'em? 93 00:03:27,808 --> 00:03:29,775 - They're having a baby. 94 00:03:29,777 --> 00:03:31,677 - Like a human baby? 95 00:03:31,679 --> 00:03:34,346 That's gross. - I know. 96 00:03:34,348 --> 00:03:35,247 - Uh, you know what? 97 00:03:35,249 --> 00:03:37,950 I'm gonna--I'm gonna step outside for a smoke. 98 00:03:37,952 --> 00:03:38,650 - [sighs] 99 00:03:38,652 --> 00:03:41,353 Remember when we used to be able to smoke indoors? 100 00:03:41,355 --> 00:03:42,654 - I thought you quit. 101 00:03:42,656 --> 00:03:43,855 - Ages ago. 102 00:03:43,857 --> 00:03:45,524 But any time I see someone smoking, 103 00:03:45,526 --> 00:03:46,558 I just want to french kiss them 104 00:03:46,560 --> 00:03:48,994 To suck the smoke out of their throat. 105 00:03:48,996 --> 00:03:51,296 - That's a thought. 106 00:03:51,298 --> 00:03:51,997 - Come back? 107 00:03:51,999 --> 00:03:53,932 - Congratulations. - Hi. 108 00:03:53,934 --> 00:03:55,334 And here's bitchy phoebe... 109 00:03:55,336 --> 00:03:56,535 Courtney. To rub it all in. 110 00:03:56,537 --> 00:03:57,903 Thanks for coming. - Of course. 111 00:03:57,905 --> 00:04:01,607 How many times do I get to see my beautiful cousin get married? 112 00:04:01,609 --> 00:04:04,876 Oh, wait, twice? - So far. 113 00:04:04,878 --> 00:04:05,711 [both laugh] 114 00:04:05,713 --> 00:04:06,745 - That's a good one. 115 00:04:06,747 --> 00:04:07,980 - Here you go, sweetheart. 116 00:04:07,982 --> 00:04:09,715 [glass chiming] 117 00:04:09,717 --> 00:04:11,283 Assembled dignitaries. 118 00:04:11,285 --> 00:04:14,653 Rebecca and I are so thrilled to have you all here 119 00:04:14,655 --> 00:04:15,554 To celebrate with us 120 00:04:15,556 --> 00:04:18,890 As we embark on this new life together. 121 00:04:18,892 --> 00:04:22,494 As you know, becca and I go way back. 122 00:04:22,496 --> 00:04:25,497 Our parents will tell you that they arranged our marriage 123 00:04:25,499 --> 00:04:27,466 When we were both zygotes. 124 00:04:27,468 --> 00:04:28,400 [laughter] 125 00:04:28,402 --> 00:04:29,434 And for those of you who know 126 00:04:29,436 --> 00:04:32,371 Becca's frightfully organized mother, georgie, 127 00:04:32,373 --> 00:04:34,473 That comes as no surprise. 128 00:04:34,475 --> 00:04:35,040 [laughter] 129 00:04:35,042 --> 00:04:39,444 The truth is, I've been infatuated with becca 130 00:04:39,446 --> 00:04:40,712 Ever since we were just kids 131 00:04:40,714 --> 00:04:42,981 Jumping off the end of the dock at spring lake. 132 00:04:42,983 --> 00:04:45,617 I'm supposed to wait until tomorrow 133 00:04:45,619 --> 00:04:47,452 For the really grand proclamations, 134 00:04:47,454 --> 00:04:48,820 So I'll just wrap it up by saying 135 00:04:48,822 --> 00:04:53,892 That I think we both feel really lucky to be here today. 136 00:04:57,330 --> 00:05:00,699 [applause] 137 00:05:16,516 --> 00:05:20,052 - You must be so relieved she's finally settling down. 138 00:05:20,054 --> 00:05:20,919 - Huh. Yeah. 139 00:05:20,921 --> 00:05:22,554 - She can probably still have a baby 140 00:05:22,556 --> 00:05:23,455 If she froze her eggs. 141 00:05:23,457 --> 00:05:26,525 - You're lucky that you had your kids in your 20s. 142 00:05:26,527 --> 00:05:28,627 - Oh, my god, so lucky. 143 00:05:28,629 --> 00:05:29,661 But you know, aunt georgie, 144 00:05:29,663 --> 00:05:31,963 I always wanted to be a young mom. 145 00:05:31,965 --> 00:05:32,731 - I know, honey. 146 00:05:32,733 --> 00:05:35,434 - Becca's been very successful in other areas of her life. 147 00:05:35,436 --> 00:05:37,836 Simon obviously finds her vital to the operation. 148 00:05:37,838 --> 00:05:39,938 - Oh, please. She's a glorified secretary. 149 00:05:39,940 --> 00:05:42,908 Look, I just thought she'd have a bigger life. 150 00:05:42,910 --> 00:05:45,577 You know, do something extraordinary-- 151 00:05:45,579 --> 00:05:47,813 Write a book, write a play. 152 00:05:47,815 --> 00:05:49,514 She's just so talented, 153 00:05:49,516 --> 00:05:52,784 But she was consumed by that husband 154 00:05:52,786 --> 00:05:53,719 And the job. 155 00:05:53,721 --> 00:05:55,654 - Becca made her choices. 156 00:05:55,656 --> 00:05:56,955 Maybe she got in her own way, 157 00:05:56,957 --> 00:06:00,792 But look, we're here, right? 158 00:06:00,794 --> 00:06:01,360 - Hmm. 159 00:06:01,362 --> 00:06:04,129 - So her first marriage was a disaster. 160 00:06:04,131 --> 00:06:07,899 Not that I can blame her for falling for that accent. 161 00:06:07,901 --> 00:06:09,368 - Or that body. Good god. 162 00:06:09,370 --> 00:06:11,470 - I mean, we both obviously could have told her 163 00:06:11,472 --> 00:06:13,572 That her priorities where out of whack, 164 00:06:13,574 --> 00:06:15,507 But sometimes it's better 165 00:06:15,509 --> 00:06:18,443 To let people do what they need to do. 166 00:06:18,445 --> 00:06:23,115 The point is, she's finally setting down with a nice man. 167 00:06:23,117 --> 00:06:25,417 - You're right, honey. You're right. 168 00:06:25,419 --> 00:06:27,386 Let's just not dwell on the past. 169 00:06:27,388 --> 00:06:29,588 Let's just be happy for her now. 170 00:06:29,590 --> 00:06:30,622 - Yes. - Right? 171 00:06:30,624 --> 00:06:33,725 - And enjoy that baklava cake. 172 00:06:33,727 --> 00:06:35,026 - Ooh. 173 00:06:37,964 --> 00:06:41,867 - Great news. My mother thinks I'm a failure. 174 00:06:41,869 --> 00:06:43,602 - Your mother loves you. 175 00:06:43,604 --> 00:06:44,469 - In her own unique way, 176 00:06:44,471 --> 00:06:46,605 Kind of like how darth vader loved luke. 177 00:06:46,607 --> 00:06:48,673 Can we uninvite her to the wedding? 178 00:06:48,675 --> 00:06:51,443 - It's tempting. - Maybe? 179 00:06:51,445 --> 00:06:51,910 - No. 180 00:06:51,912 --> 00:06:56,448 - Are you still sure you want to sleep apart tonight? 181 00:06:56,450 --> 00:06:57,916 - It's tradition. 182 00:06:57,918 --> 00:07:00,485 I've never done this before. 183 00:07:00,487 --> 00:07:01,486 - Fine, okay. 184 00:07:01,488 --> 00:07:05,891 Andy was the opposite of my first husband, sean, 185 00:07:05,893 --> 00:07:06,858 In every way. 186 00:07:06,860 --> 00:07:10,629 He was sweet, kind, responsible, had a job, 187 00:07:10,631 --> 00:07:11,630 Brought me home indian food 188 00:07:11,632 --> 00:07:15,000 Before I even realized how much I wanted indian food. 189 00:07:15,002 --> 00:07:17,736 But did he set me on fire? 190 00:07:17,738 --> 00:07:19,938 Well, I was warm. 191 00:07:19,940 --> 00:07:22,641 - ♪ I'll be your song ♪ 192 00:07:22,643 --> 00:07:26,178 - Staying at my dad's place was probably a bad idea. 193 00:07:26,180 --> 00:07:28,747 I was surrounded by artifacts of my past. 194 00:07:28,749 --> 00:07:32,784 But of course now everything had sabrina glitter all over it. 195 00:07:32,786 --> 00:07:36,988 - ♪ I will get you 196 00:07:36,990 --> 00:07:38,123 ♪ I'll be... ♪ 197 00:07:38,125 --> 00:07:39,224 - Wouldn't it be nice 198 00:07:39,226 --> 00:07:41,993 If we could just put things back 199 00:07:41,995 --> 00:07:44,563 The way they were? 200 00:07:44,565 --> 00:07:49,134 - ♪ ever after 201 00:07:49,136 --> 00:07:51,470 ♪ and I'll be your... ♪ 202 00:07:51,472 --> 00:07:54,473 - Lolly was the world's biggest whack job. 203 00:07:54,475 --> 00:07:57,242 She only ate cereal. 204 00:07:57,244 --> 00:07:58,677 [people cheering] 205 00:07:58,679 --> 00:08:01,813 She always wanted to cut bangs in the middle of the night. 206 00:08:01,815 --> 00:08:04,082 We had a secret language of movie quotes 207 00:08:04,084 --> 00:08:06,952 That no one else understood. 208 00:08:06,954 --> 00:08:11,223 We could barely take care of ourselves. 209 00:08:11,225 --> 00:08:12,491 - No. 210 00:08:12,493 --> 00:08:13,492 False alarm. 211 00:08:13,494 --> 00:08:14,960 I think I'm good. 212 00:08:14,962 --> 00:08:16,661 - Are you sure? - Totally. 213 00:08:16,663 --> 00:08:19,764 This is the best night I had since last night. 214 00:08:19,766 --> 00:08:21,933 Let's go back in. 215 00:08:21,935 --> 00:08:22,734 - Let's go! 216 00:08:22,736 --> 00:08:26,638 But we always took care of each other. 217 00:08:27,907 --> 00:08:33,011 She was the closest thing I had to a sister. 218 00:08:33,013 --> 00:08:34,946 Crowd: Five! Four! 219 00:08:34,948 --> 00:08:37,983 Three! Two! One! 220 00:08:37,985 --> 00:08:39,751 Happy new year! 221 00:08:39,753 --> 00:08:45,290 I never thought anything could possibly come between us. 222 00:08:47,226 --> 00:08:49,761 - You, uh, tripping down memory lane? 223 00:08:49,763 --> 00:08:55,033 - Oh, you know, just questioning every decision I've ever made. 224 00:08:55,035 --> 00:08:56,134 - Hmm. 225 00:08:56,136 --> 00:08:57,202 - Don't you ever wish 226 00:08:57,204 --> 00:08:59,004 You could just go back and start over? 227 00:08:59,006 --> 00:09:03,775 - You're talking to a grown man who's still living with his dad. 228 00:09:03,976 --> 00:09:05,544 - You're not living here. 229 00:09:05,546 --> 00:09:06,311 - No, no, I'm not. 230 00:09:06,313 --> 00:09:07,812 You're right. You're right. 231 00:09:07,814 --> 00:09:10,749 I'm--I'm just staying here with all my stuff, 232 00:09:10,751 --> 00:09:13,285 And I don't live anywhere else. 233 00:09:18,724 --> 00:09:20,191 It's okay, becs. 234 00:09:20,193 --> 00:09:21,793 You know, I'm... 235 00:09:21,795 --> 00:09:24,262 Regrouping. 236 00:09:24,997 --> 00:09:28,199 You miss lolly, don't you? 237 00:09:29,068 --> 00:09:31,336 - Yeah. 238 00:09:32,572 --> 00:09:35,206 I think I need some air. 239 00:09:37,276 --> 00:09:40,579 - Hey, becs. 240 00:09:40,581 --> 00:09:41,780 You know, everyone wishes 241 00:09:41,782 --> 00:09:44,349 They could go back and start over. 242 00:09:46,052 --> 00:09:47,886 - You should get some sleep. 243 00:09:47,888 --> 00:09:50,322 You look tired. 244 00:09:50,324 --> 00:09:52,057 Logistically speaking, 245 00:09:52,059 --> 00:09:54,225 It had been an almost perfect night. 246 00:09:54,227 --> 00:09:56,962 But I couldn't stop playing "what if." 247 00:09:56,964 --> 00:09:58,763 What if I hadn't become a doormat 248 00:09:58,765 --> 00:09:59,898 For my difficult boss? 249 00:09:59,900 --> 00:10:01,066 What if I'd kept my mouth shut 250 00:10:01,068 --> 00:10:03,868 And not accidentally destroyed my friendship with lolly? 251 00:10:03,870 --> 00:10:06,671 What if I could get back all those hours I wasted 252 00:10:06,673 --> 00:10:08,673 Watching melrose place? 253 00:10:08,675 --> 00:10:10,809 - Thank you. 254 00:10:10,811 --> 00:10:13,044 How's it going? 255 00:10:14,146 --> 00:10:16,247 - Long day. 256 00:10:19,285 --> 00:10:23,221 - Looks like you're trying to solve a puzzle. 257 00:10:27,393 --> 00:10:29,060 "do not pursue the past. 258 00:10:29,062 --> 00:10:30,762 "do not lose yourself in the future. 259 00:10:30,764 --> 00:10:35,233 "the past no longer is. The future has not yet come. 260 00:10:35,235 --> 00:10:38,336 Look deeply at life as it is." 261 00:10:40,973 --> 00:10:42,874 It's a buddhist proverb. 262 00:10:42,876 --> 00:10:46,344 - You look so familiar. 263 00:10:46,346 --> 00:10:48,747 Do I know you? 264 00:10:49,248 --> 00:10:51,282 - Hmm. 265 00:10:51,284 --> 00:10:53,852 I don't think so. 266 00:11:06,899 --> 00:11:10,001 [rock music] 267 00:11:10,003 --> 00:11:16,241 ♪ 268 00:11:16,243 --> 00:11:20,078 Crowd: 11! 10! 9! 8! 269 00:11:20,080 --> 00:11:23,014 7! 6! 5! 270 00:11:23,016 --> 00:11:23,682 4! 3! 271 00:11:23,684 --> 00:11:25,884 - There's something I have to tell you. 272 00:11:25,886 --> 00:11:26,851 Crowd: 1! 273 00:11:26,853 --> 00:11:30,388 Happy new year! 274 00:11:36,696 --> 00:11:39,264 [electricity buzzing] 275 00:11:55,748 --> 00:12:00,452 Crowd: 8! 7! 6! 5! 4! 276 00:12:00,454 --> 00:12:04,355 3! 2! 1! 277 00:12:09,361 --> 00:12:10,495 [horn honks in the distance] 278 00:12:10,497 --> 00:12:13,031 [radio alarm clicks] - ♪ I saw the sign 279 00:12:13,033 --> 00:12:14,899 ♪ and it opened up my eyes 280 00:12:14,901 --> 00:12:16,468 ♪ I saw the sign 281 00:12:16,470 --> 00:12:18,136 ♪ life is-- 282 00:12:20,339 --> 00:12:21,940 - [sighs] 283 00:12:26,512 --> 00:12:28,246 Hm. 284 00:12:31,217 --> 00:12:31,916 [knocking] 285 00:12:31,918 --> 00:12:34,953 Hey, I'm gonna make a coffee. Do you want one? 286 00:12:34,955 --> 00:12:36,921 - Uh, no, thank you. 287 00:12:36,923 --> 00:12:37,756 [laughs] 288 00:12:37,758 --> 00:12:41,025 - Who's in there with you? 289 00:12:41,027 --> 00:12:44,763 - Actually, just give me a minute. 290 00:12:45,765 --> 00:12:48,199 Where's the keurig? 291 00:12:48,901 --> 00:12:51,803 Where's the keurig? 292 00:12:56,909 --> 00:13:00,945 [people talking] 293 00:13:02,214 --> 00:13:04,349 - Okay, where are my car keys? 294 00:13:04,351 --> 00:13:05,850 - Linc, where are you going? 295 00:13:05,852 --> 00:13:07,519 - Play tennis. I'm just kidding. 296 00:13:07,521 --> 00:13:10,021 I'm gonna pick up sophie at the train station. 297 00:13:10,023 --> 00:13:10,889 Back in 20 minutes. 298 00:13:10,891 --> 00:13:12,791 You know, this is a great look. 299 00:13:12,793 --> 00:13:14,092 It's adorable. 300 00:13:14,094 --> 00:13:16,261 Mwah! - Don't hurt yourself. 301 00:13:16,263 --> 00:13:17,262 - Mom. Mom? 302 00:13:17,264 --> 00:13:19,030 What are you doing? - Oh, my god. 303 00:13:19,032 --> 00:13:20,965 You haven't even taken your shower yet? 304 00:13:20,967 --> 00:13:23,468 I'm going to have a heart attack. 305 00:13:23,470 --> 00:13:25,236 Go, go, go, go, go. 306 00:13:25,238 --> 00:13:26,504 You too. 307 00:13:29,441 --> 00:13:31,910 - I need to wake up. 308 00:13:31,912 --> 00:13:33,311 Wake up. 309 00:13:33,313 --> 00:13:35,547 I need to wake up. 310 00:13:35,549 --> 00:13:37,215 Phoebe. What are you doing here? 311 00:13:37,217 --> 00:13:40,051 - Your mother wanted me around for moral support 312 00:13:40,053 --> 00:13:40,952 On her big day. 313 00:13:40,954 --> 00:13:41,886 - This is my big day. 314 00:13:41,888 --> 00:13:43,454 - Then maybe you should be taking it 315 00:13:43,456 --> 00:13:45,190 A little more seriously, becca. 316 00:13:45,192 --> 00:13:47,559 I'd start by showering. [sniffs] 317 00:13:47,561 --> 00:13:48,827 Honestly, I never thought 318 00:13:48,829 --> 00:13:52,030 You'd be the one getting married first. 319 00:14:07,980 --> 00:14:08,913 [gasps] - oh! 320 00:14:08,915 --> 00:14:11,282 You can't just barge in here. What are you doing? 321 00:14:11,284 --> 00:14:13,051 - ♪ no one's gonna drag you up ♪ 322 00:14:13,053 --> 00:14:14,319 ♪ to get into the light 323 00:14:14,321 --> 00:14:16,888 - Vhs tapes. 324 00:14:18,290 --> 00:14:20,458 A discman. 325 00:14:20,460 --> 00:14:22,227 Okay. 326 00:14:22,229 --> 00:14:23,928 This is gonna sound crazy, 327 00:14:23,930 --> 00:14:25,196 But I'm having a very vivid dream 328 00:14:25,198 --> 00:14:29,400 That it's 1995 and I'm marrying sean today. 329 00:14:29,402 --> 00:14:32,070 I need to wake up. 330 00:14:32,072 --> 00:14:33,171 I need to wake up. 331 00:14:33,173 --> 00:14:34,572 - It is 1995, 332 00:14:34,574 --> 00:14:38,176 And--and you are-- you are marrying sean today. 333 00:14:38,178 --> 00:14:39,544 That's happening. 334 00:14:39,546 --> 00:14:41,246 I'm also still naked, so... 335 00:14:41,248 --> 00:14:45,183 - ♪ and I am happy now living without you ♪ 336 00:14:45,185 --> 00:14:48,353 ♪ I've left you, oh, oh, oh ♪ 337 00:14:48,355 --> 00:14:50,255 ♪ I saw the sign 338 00:14:50,257 --> 00:14:52,290 ♪ and it opened up my eyes 339 00:14:52,292 --> 00:14:53,458 ♪ I saw the sign 340 00:14:53,460 --> 00:14:55,226 ♪ no one's gonna drag you up ♪ 341 00:14:55,228 --> 00:14:56,895 ♪ to get into the light 342 00:14:56,897 --> 00:15:00,164 - Where did my life go? 343 00:15:00,166 --> 00:15:02,000 - ♪ I saw the sign 344 00:15:02,002 --> 00:15:05,403 ♪ and it opened up my eyes, I saw-- ♪ 345 00:15:07,206 --> 00:15:09,173 - Okay, maybe I'm just hallucinating. 346 00:15:09,175 --> 00:15:10,241 But just in case I'm not, 347 00:15:10,243 --> 00:15:13,411 It is currently 9:16 a.M. On October 8, 1995, 348 00:15:13,413 --> 00:15:15,079 And I have 7 hours and 44 minutes 349 00:15:15,081 --> 00:15:17,382 Before I'm supposed to marry sean. 350 00:15:17,384 --> 00:15:19,150 I have to speak to lolly. 351 00:15:19,152 --> 00:15:20,118 She's the only person 352 00:15:20,120 --> 00:15:22,620 That's just crazy enough to believe me. 353 00:15:22,622 --> 00:15:24,122 [knocking at door] 354 00:15:24,124 --> 00:15:25,390 Lolly? 355 00:15:25,392 --> 00:15:26,958 It's becca! 356 00:15:26,960 --> 00:15:28,626 I have to talk to you. 357 00:15:28,628 --> 00:15:30,628 Where are the keys? 358 00:15:30,630 --> 00:15:31,496 Lolly! 359 00:15:31,498 --> 00:15:34,332 [lock clicks] 360 00:15:34,334 --> 00:15:35,934 - [gasps] 361 00:15:35,936 --> 00:15:37,936 It's the beautiful bride. 362 00:15:37,938 --> 00:15:38,870 ♪ dun dun da-da 363 00:15:38,872 --> 00:15:41,472 Wait, I thought we were meeting at the hairdresser. 364 00:15:41,474 --> 00:15:42,874 Did you forget something? 365 00:15:42,876 --> 00:15:43,942 You could have just called me. 366 00:15:43,944 --> 00:15:46,144 Although I have no idea where the phone is. 367 00:15:46,146 --> 00:15:47,011 I turned the ringer off, 368 00:15:47,013 --> 00:15:50,915 And now it's like I'm living on this silent desert island. 369 00:15:50,917 --> 00:15:51,482 So eerie. 370 00:15:51,484 --> 00:15:52,450 Ha! How are you? 371 00:15:52,452 --> 00:15:54,319 Do you need coffee? I need coffee. 372 00:15:54,321 --> 00:15:57,088 - It's really you. 373 00:15:57,090 --> 00:15:59,490 You're here. 374 00:15:59,492 --> 00:16:00,625 We're friends. 375 00:16:00,627 --> 00:16:02,226 - Are you okay? 376 00:16:02,228 --> 00:16:05,029 Whoa, you should eat something, maybe. 377 00:16:05,031 --> 00:16:06,497 It's been months since you've eaten. 378 00:16:06,499 --> 00:16:07,598 I think there's english muffins. 379 00:16:07,600 --> 00:16:11,269 Unless you forgot to buy me any. 380 00:16:11,271 --> 00:16:12,036 Oh! 381 00:16:12,038 --> 00:16:13,171 What am I gonna do without you? 382 00:16:13,173 --> 00:16:15,173 Buy my own english muffins? 383 00:16:15,175 --> 00:16:16,207 [scoffs] forget it. 384 00:16:16,209 --> 00:16:17,575 I'll just starve to death. 385 00:16:17,577 --> 00:16:20,044 Whatever. Go, be happy. 386 00:16:20,046 --> 00:16:23,681 I'll just live her alone, like a savage. 387 00:16:23,683 --> 00:16:27,018 Ugh! I am so out of shape. 388 00:16:27,020 --> 00:16:28,319 That's it. Decision made. 389 00:16:28,321 --> 00:16:30,355 I'm going back to cardio pump. 390 00:16:30,357 --> 00:16:32,056 Oh, before I forget, simon called. 391 00:16:32,058 --> 00:16:35,293 He said he wants you to go into the office today. 392 00:16:35,295 --> 00:16:36,561 What a tool. 393 00:16:36,563 --> 00:16:37,695 - Lolly? 394 00:16:37,697 --> 00:16:42,233 Something is very wrong. 395 00:16:43,435 --> 00:16:44,369 - Oh, my god. 396 00:16:44,371 --> 00:16:46,170 Did you get your period? 397 00:16:46,172 --> 00:16:47,105 On your wedding day? 398 00:16:47,107 --> 00:16:48,106 Did you take muscle relaxers 399 00:16:48,108 --> 00:16:50,375 And now you feel like you've got cotton balls for brains? 400 00:16:50,377 --> 00:16:52,443 Because that also happened to a cousin of mine, 401 00:16:52,445 --> 00:16:53,945 And I was like how could she not learn 402 00:16:53,947 --> 00:16:56,180 The most important lesson from sixteen candles? 403 00:16:56,182 --> 00:16:58,182 - No, I did not take muscle relaxers. 404 00:16:58,184 --> 00:17:00,585 And that is not the most important lesson 405 00:17:00,587 --> 00:17:02,020 Of sixteen candles. 406 00:17:02,022 --> 00:17:03,654 - Debatable. 407 00:17:03,656 --> 00:17:05,390 - Pinch me. 408 00:17:07,359 --> 00:17:08,393 Ah! Ow! 409 00:17:08,395 --> 00:17:10,228 - You said pinch you. 410 00:17:10,230 --> 00:17:11,329 - Okay. - Sorry. 411 00:17:11,331 --> 00:17:12,063 - And I felt it. 412 00:17:12,065 --> 00:17:13,965 So that means that I'm not dreaming. 413 00:17:13,967 --> 00:17:15,066 So that means that everything 414 00:17:15,068 --> 00:17:18,403 That has happened to me in my life is just gone. 415 00:17:18,405 --> 00:17:20,138 Poof! 416 00:17:20,539 --> 00:17:21,639 - I get it. - You get it? 417 00:17:21,641 --> 00:17:23,975 - You're finally starting to crack under the pressure 418 00:17:23,977 --> 00:17:27,478 Of everyone being like, "why are they getting married so young?" 419 00:17:27,480 --> 00:17:30,314 Because you're in love. 420 00:17:30,316 --> 00:17:31,749 Duh! 421 00:17:31,751 --> 00:17:33,518 - Lolly. 422 00:17:33,520 --> 00:17:35,453 When I woke up this morning, 423 00:17:35,455 --> 00:17:38,089 I thought that I was marrying another man. 424 00:17:38,091 --> 00:17:40,191 - Oh, that's so freudian. 425 00:17:40,193 --> 00:17:43,594 It's like other penis envy. 426 00:17:43,596 --> 00:17:44,629 Is that a thing? 427 00:17:44,631 --> 00:17:45,463 Who was it? 428 00:17:45,465 --> 00:17:46,998 - Andy kelly. - Ew. 429 00:17:47,000 --> 00:17:48,366 He's practically your cousin. 430 00:17:48,368 --> 00:17:49,700 - He is not my cousin. 431 00:17:49,702 --> 00:17:51,235 Our parents are just really good friends. 432 00:17:51,237 --> 00:17:53,371 - Yeah, but we set him up with what's-her-name, 433 00:17:53,373 --> 00:17:55,406 That annoying temp from your office. 434 00:17:55,408 --> 00:17:57,742 Marissa? Melissa? 435 00:17:57,744 --> 00:17:59,177 Both: Melanie. 436 00:17:59,179 --> 00:18:01,045 - You don't get it. 437 00:18:01,047 --> 00:18:03,714 I am not dreaming this. This was actually happening. 438 00:18:03,716 --> 00:18:04,749 I was marrying andy kelly. 439 00:18:04,751 --> 00:18:08,052 Nonblood-related, super nice andy kelly. 440 00:18:08,054 --> 00:18:10,288 I know he was dorky, but he got cute. 441 00:18:10,290 --> 00:18:12,790 The same thing happens to patrick dempsey. 442 00:18:12,792 --> 00:18:13,724 - No. 443 00:18:13,726 --> 00:18:15,259 - And then I blacked out 444 00:18:15,261 --> 00:18:16,727 In the elevator. 445 00:18:16,729 --> 00:18:18,663 And now I'm here with you. 446 00:18:18,665 --> 00:18:19,764 And I know something's wrong, 447 00:18:19,766 --> 00:18:21,432 Because you're acting like nothing's wrong, 448 00:18:21,434 --> 00:18:25,103 But really we haven't spoken to each other in ten years. 449 00:18:25,105 --> 00:18:26,237 - What are you talking about? 450 00:18:26,239 --> 00:18:27,538 We talk three times a day, every day, 451 00:18:27,540 --> 00:18:29,574 Which is why it's especially urgent 452 00:18:29,576 --> 00:18:31,509 That I find that phone. 453 00:18:31,511 --> 00:18:33,544 - Ugh! I know how this sounds. 454 00:18:33,546 --> 00:18:36,514 But there is no other explanation. 455 00:18:36,516 --> 00:18:38,583 Lolly. 456 00:18:38,585 --> 00:18:42,720 I am here from the future. 457 00:18:43,055 --> 00:18:45,423 - Dude, I think I should call your mom. I-- 458 00:18:45,425 --> 00:18:46,290 - Think about it. 459 00:18:46,292 --> 00:18:48,493 I am the most rational person you know. 460 00:18:48,495 --> 00:18:52,463 Why would I be saying this if it wasn't true? 461 00:18:53,365 --> 00:18:55,299 Say something. 462 00:18:55,301 --> 00:18:56,367 Say anything. 463 00:18:56,369 --> 00:18:58,703 - Oh, my god, say anything was such a good movie. 464 00:18:58,705 --> 00:19:00,838 - I know. It totally holds up. 465 00:19:00,840 --> 00:19:03,207 I know I can prove this to you. 466 00:19:03,209 --> 00:19:05,476 There has to be something. 467 00:19:05,478 --> 00:19:07,378 Just think. 468 00:19:07,380 --> 00:19:08,379 [gasps] 469 00:19:08,381 --> 00:19:09,447 You just got over the clap 470 00:19:09,449 --> 00:19:12,383 From that dude from lollapalooza. 471 00:19:12,385 --> 00:19:13,184 - Lollypalooza. 472 00:19:13,186 --> 00:19:14,452 - With the guy with the three earrings, 473 00:19:14,454 --> 00:19:18,656 And you didn't tell me until after the fact, bec-- 474 00:19:20,292 --> 00:19:22,160 You slept with my brother. 475 00:19:22,162 --> 00:19:23,861 Last night. 476 00:19:23,863 --> 00:19:24,795 That really happened. 477 00:19:24,797 --> 00:19:27,265 That was you in his bed this morning. 478 00:19:27,267 --> 00:19:28,499 - [muffled] I'm sorry. 479 00:19:28,501 --> 00:19:29,267 - Oh, my god. 480 00:19:29,269 --> 00:19:32,336 And you're gonna break his heart. 481 00:19:32,704 --> 00:19:36,240 - Um, I need to pick up my dress from the tailor by noon, 482 00:19:36,242 --> 00:19:39,710 So I'm just gonna go and, um--and do that. 483 00:19:39,712 --> 00:19:42,847 And I think that you should take a nap 484 00:19:42,849 --> 00:19:44,215 Or a siesta or something 485 00:19:44,217 --> 00:19:47,351 And just work through this...Situation. 486 00:19:47,353 --> 00:19:49,620 - I know. I know. I know. I know. I know. 487 00:19:49,622 --> 00:19:51,122 This sounds so crazy. 488 00:19:51,124 --> 00:19:52,790 You have to believe me. 489 00:19:52,792 --> 00:19:54,392 Do you believe me? 490 00:19:54,394 --> 00:19:55,459 - I'm really worried about you, 491 00:19:55,461 --> 00:20:00,298 And I think you're probably just really exhausted. 492 00:20:00,300 --> 00:20:01,399 And starving. 493 00:20:01,401 --> 00:20:02,433 Will you eat an apple? 494 00:20:02,435 --> 00:20:03,434 - I have to go talk to sean. 495 00:20:03,436 --> 00:20:05,770 - No, no, no, no, you can't see sean today. 496 00:20:05,772 --> 00:20:06,671 It's bad juju. 497 00:20:06,673 --> 00:20:08,439 - I don't think my juju could get any worse. 498 00:20:08,441 --> 00:20:10,308 - Okay, what are you gonna wear? 499 00:20:10,310 --> 00:20:11,275 That? Not that. 500 00:20:11,277 --> 00:20:13,444 - I don't know. I'm so confused. 501 00:20:13,446 --> 00:20:14,412 Will you meet me later? 502 00:20:14,414 --> 00:20:16,480 - Of course I will meet you later. 503 00:20:16,482 --> 00:20:20,718 But promise me. No valium. 504 00:20:24,723 --> 00:20:27,925 Remember sixteen candles. 505 00:20:29,294 --> 00:20:32,230 What am I gonna to wear to see sean? 506 00:20:32,232 --> 00:20:33,197 Somewhere in this box 507 00:20:33,199 --> 00:20:37,635 Of demented pixie rockabilly lumberjack clothes 508 00:20:37,637 --> 00:20:38,636 Is the perfect outfit. 509 00:20:38,638 --> 00:20:41,172 Motorcycle boots? Knee socks? 510 00:20:41,174 --> 00:20:42,673 Oh, my god, knee socks. 511 00:20:42,675 --> 00:20:46,644 Spandex mock turtleneck belly tees? 512 00:20:46,646 --> 00:20:47,878 Giant flannel shirts? 513 00:20:47,880 --> 00:20:50,915 And clogs, the world's most comfortable shoes. 514 00:20:50,917 --> 00:20:52,750 And you can walk all day in them. 515 00:20:52,752 --> 00:20:54,252 Oh! And look. 516 00:20:54,254 --> 00:20:56,687 My old beloved motorcycle jacket. 517 00:20:56,689 --> 00:21:01,292 Oh, god, why did I ever give you away? 518 00:21:02,294 --> 00:21:03,894 Sean was unpredictable. 519 00:21:03,896 --> 00:21:06,564 He had a bad temper and a malicious streak. 520 00:21:06,566 --> 00:21:09,900 He had fits of insecurity that lasted for months. 521 00:21:09,902 --> 00:21:10,768 He never made any money. 522 00:21:10,770 --> 00:21:12,937 He resented me for supporting us. 523 00:21:12,939 --> 00:21:16,841 And he was the best sex I've ever had 524 00:21:16,843 --> 00:21:18,809 In my entire life. 525 00:21:18,944 --> 00:21:21,479 - I thought we weren't supposed to see each other 526 00:21:21,481 --> 00:21:22,513 Till the ceremony. 527 00:21:22,515 --> 00:21:25,316 - That is a dumb tradition. 528 00:21:29,821 --> 00:21:30,521 - Um... 529 00:21:30,523 --> 00:21:32,890 Uh, look, I'm not complaining or anything, 530 00:21:32,892 --> 00:21:36,927 But wasn't the whole point to save this for-- 531 00:21:36,929 --> 00:21:39,430 - Don't talk. 532 00:21:40,632 --> 00:21:42,533 Whoo! [laughs] 533 00:21:44,970 --> 00:21:48,906 [breathing heavily] 534 00:21:51,343 --> 00:21:52,977 Oh, my god. 535 00:21:52,979 --> 00:21:53,944 That was so good. 536 00:21:53,946 --> 00:21:55,980 - I should really teach a seminar. 537 00:21:55,982 --> 00:21:57,281 - There's just no comparison. 538 00:21:57,283 --> 00:21:58,783 It's like taking a flight on a cessna 539 00:21:58,785 --> 00:22:00,017 Versus going up in a space shuttle. 540 00:22:00,019 --> 00:22:02,720 - Am I the cessna or the space shuttle? 541 00:22:02,722 --> 00:22:04,855 They both sound awesome. 542 00:22:09,995 --> 00:22:10,728 - Oh, no. 543 00:22:10,730 --> 00:22:12,530 Oh, my god, I shouldn't have done this. 544 00:22:12,532 --> 00:22:15,266 What happens if I wake up tomorrow and I'm back? 545 00:22:15,268 --> 00:22:18,336 How am I gonna explain myself? 546 00:22:18,338 --> 00:22:21,605 Does this even count? 547 00:22:21,973 --> 00:22:23,474 You should buy this place, by the way. 548 00:22:23,476 --> 00:22:26,344 The property values around here are about to skyrocket. 549 00:22:26,346 --> 00:22:29,714 - Becca, explain yourself to who? 550 00:22:29,716 --> 00:22:30,648 Is there somebody else? 551 00:22:30,650 --> 00:22:33,384 - No, I've always been faithful to you. 552 00:22:33,386 --> 00:22:35,519 - Great, we're gonna bring that up today, 553 00:22:35,521 --> 00:22:36,420 On our wedding day. 554 00:22:36,422 --> 00:22:37,888 - No, this isn't about that. 555 00:22:37,890 --> 00:22:40,624 This is about me and you. 556 00:22:40,626 --> 00:22:42,593 I'm not even sure you want to be doing this. 557 00:22:42,595 --> 00:22:45,496 I was so happy when you asked me to marry you, 558 00:22:45,498 --> 00:22:48,532 So I just dove right in, but I never stopped to think. 559 00:22:48,534 --> 00:22:51,502 Like, what is wrong with this picture? 560 00:22:51,504 --> 00:22:53,437 - This all sounds really ominous. 561 00:22:53,439 --> 00:22:57,074 We're still getting married today, right? 562 00:22:58,009 --> 00:22:59,443 That was a joke. 563 00:22:59,445 --> 00:23:01,579 We're still getting married today. 564 00:23:01,581 --> 00:23:03,547 Becca? I don't get it. 565 00:23:03,549 --> 00:23:06,417 Yesterday you couldn't wait for today, 566 00:23:06,419 --> 00:23:08,352 And now... 567 00:23:08,354 --> 00:23:10,521 What's changed? 568 00:23:10,523 --> 00:23:11,622 - [sighs] 569 00:23:11,624 --> 00:23:13,057 I love you. 570 00:23:13,059 --> 00:23:14,759 I've always loved you. 571 00:23:14,761 --> 00:23:17,361 But what if getting married sets us both off course? 572 00:23:17,363 --> 00:23:18,729 - You can only ever make one decision, 573 00:23:18,731 --> 00:23:21,632 So every decision you make sets you off course. 574 00:23:21,634 --> 00:23:23,467 It's a universal law. 575 00:23:23,469 --> 00:23:24,635 - No. 576 00:23:24,637 --> 00:23:25,970 - Where are you going? 577 00:23:25,972 --> 00:23:26,937 Becca, what are you doing? 578 00:23:26,939 --> 00:23:29,673 - I just need some time to think. 579 00:23:29,675 --> 00:23:32,510 - Fine. 580 00:23:32,512 --> 00:23:34,712 Go, think. 581 00:23:34,714 --> 00:23:36,547 Go. 582 00:23:41,119 --> 00:23:44,955 - Mm, mm, mm, mm, mm. 583 00:23:45,957 --> 00:23:49,193 I'm not--oh, it's you. I'm sorry. 584 00:23:49,195 --> 00:23:52,463 Well, I know I'm not supposed to be eating this, 585 00:23:52,465 --> 00:23:53,531 But this is black cherry. 586 00:23:53,533 --> 00:23:55,099 This is amazing. Here, try some. 587 00:23:55,101 --> 00:23:57,968 I mean, just don't tell your mother. 588 00:24:00,038 --> 00:24:01,372 What's the matter? 589 00:24:01,374 --> 00:24:05,075 - I don't think I can marry sean. 590 00:24:06,545 --> 00:24:08,946 - Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. - [crying] 591 00:24:08,948 --> 00:24:10,915 - Whoa, whoa, hey. Shh. 592 00:24:10,917 --> 00:24:12,950 It's okay. You're fine. 593 00:24:12,952 --> 00:24:17,154 Whatever you want to do is fine. 594 00:24:17,156 --> 00:24:19,089 Did something happen or... 595 00:24:19,091 --> 00:24:20,391 - No. - What? 596 00:24:20,393 --> 00:24:22,993 - It's just, I look in the future, 597 00:24:22,995 --> 00:24:25,863 And I see a series of crossroads 598 00:24:25,865 --> 00:24:28,399 Where I make the wrong decisions. 599 00:24:28,401 --> 00:24:29,934 - You know what I wish you could see? 600 00:24:29,936 --> 00:24:32,269 Your face whenever sean walks in the room. 601 00:24:32,271 --> 00:24:34,271 It reminds me of when you were a baby, 602 00:24:34,273 --> 00:24:36,474 The first time you ever turned on a light switch. 603 00:24:36,476 --> 00:24:39,977 You couldn't believe your luck. 604 00:24:39,979 --> 00:24:42,146 That's magic, kid. 605 00:24:42,148 --> 00:24:47,184 And you don't find that twice in your life. 606 00:24:48,854 --> 00:24:50,087 - Becca? 607 00:24:50,089 --> 00:24:51,255 Oh, my god, there you are. 608 00:24:51,257 --> 00:24:52,256 Where have you been? 609 00:24:52,258 --> 00:24:53,324 - We've just been here. 610 00:24:53,326 --> 00:24:54,525 We were not eating or anything. 611 00:24:54,527 --> 00:24:55,860 - Look, I called your apartment. 612 00:24:55,862 --> 00:24:58,462 I called the office. I called si-- 613 00:24:58,464 --> 00:25:00,898 Wait a minute. 614 00:25:00,900 --> 00:25:02,466 Are you crying? 615 00:25:02,468 --> 00:25:03,334 - [tearfully] no. 616 00:25:03,336 --> 00:25:06,337 - Look at your eyes. They're all puffy. 617 00:25:06,339 --> 00:25:08,305 Okay, I'm going to go get the preparation h. 618 00:25:08,307 --> 00:25:11,108 - No, mom, you're not putting hemorrhoid cream 619 00:25:11,110 --> 00:25:11,942 On my face. 620 00:25:11,944 --> 00:25:12,977 - Maybe she's just hungry. 621 00:25:12,979 --> 00:25:14,979 She hasn't eaten in six months. Here. 622 00:25:14,981 --> 00:25:16,013 - So help me, god, lincoln, 623 00:25:16,015 --> 00:25:18,315 If you give this girl so much as one pretzel, 624 00:25:18,317 --> 00:25:19,650 We are getting a divorce. 625 00:25:19,652 --> 00:25:20,351 - [sighs] 626 00:25:20,353 --> 00:25:23,554 - She may be tiny, but you know how she bloats. 627 00:25:24,489 --> 00:25:25,189 - [crying] 628 00:25:25,191 --> 00:25:26,957 - Look. You see what you did? 629 00:25:26,959 --> 00:25:28,158 - [crying] 630 00:25:28,160 --> 00:25:32,530 - Oh, gosh, it's just, we've all been so good 631 00:25:32,532 --> 00:25:35,566 About the salt and saturated fats 632 00:25:35,568 --> 00:25:36,967 All these months. 633 00:25:36,969 --> 00:25:40,504 - Are you happy in your marriage? 634 00:25:41,573 --> 00:25:42,306 - What? 635 00:25:42,308 --> 00:25:44,341 - Do you still love dad? 636 00:25:44,343 --> 00:25:46,210 - Of course I love him. 637 00:25:46,212 --> 00:25:49,380 - But you argue so much. 638 00:25:49,382 --> 00:25:50,614 - That's marriage. 639 00:25:50,616 --> 00:25:53,484 That's how we communicate. 640 00:25:53,486 --> 00:25:55,920 - Isn't it exhausting? 641 00:25:55,922 --> 00:25:57,454 - Yes. 642 00:25:57,456 --> 00:26:00,157 But if you think that the grass is greener, 643 00:26:00,159 --> 00:26:02,026 Believe me, it's not. 644 00:26:02,028 --> 00:26:05,062 Everyone argues. 645 00:26:08,233 --> 00:26:10,634 Are you having second thoughts? 646 00:26:10,636 --> 00:26:12,303 - Becca? 647 00:26:12,305 --> 00:26:15,539 I--I need to talk to you. 648 00:26:17,208 --> 00:26:18,175 In private. 649 00:26:18,177 --> 00:26:19,143 - Is it about the wedding? 650 00:26:19,145 --> 00:26:21,612 - Mom, not everything has to do with the wedding. 651 00:26:21,614 --> 00:26:23,981 - [scoffs] okay. 652 00:26:25,216 --> 00:26:27,184 Make it quick. She has to get ready. 653 00:26:27,186 --> 00:26:30,721 - Mm, we'll make it quick. 654 00:26:31,990 --> 00:26:34,959 So I--I just talked to lolly. 655 00:26:34,961 --> 00:26:36,193 - About what? 656 00:26:36,195 --> 00:26:37,561 - No, don't play dumb with me. 657 00:26:37,563 --> 00:26:38,529 I know you know about us. 658 00:26:38,531 --> 00:26:39,597 I don't know how you found out, 659 00:26:39,599 --> 00:26:41,265 But you insinuated yourself in the situation, 660 00:26:41,267 --> 00:26:43,267 And now she said she can't see me anymore, 661 00:26:43,269 --> 00:26:45,402 That it--it can't happen again. 662 00:26:45,404 --> 00:26:47,037 How does it affect you at all? 663 00:26:47,039 --> 00:26:49,073 The one girl I happen to like. 664 00:26:49,075 --> 00:26:50,207 - Wait, go back. Go back. 665 00:26:50,209 --> 00:26:52,476 Like, tell me everything she said verbatim. 666 00:26:52,478 --> 00:26:53,577 - Well, amongst other things, 667 00:26:53,579 --> 00:26:56,480 She thinks you're having a nervous breakdown. 668 00:26:56,482 --> 00:26:57,214 - [laughs] 669 00:26:57,216 --> 00:26:59,650 I'm not having a nervous breakdown. 670 00:26:59,652 --> 00:27:00,384 - Oh. 671 00:27:00,386 --> 00:27:02,553 - I'm just conflicted. - Sure. 672 00:27:02,555 --> 00:27:04,622 - Okay? I don't know who I am. 673 00:27:04,624 --> 00:27:05,756 I don't know what to do. 674 00:27:05,758 --> 00:27:07,725 I'm totally paralyzed with indecision, 675 00:27:07,727 --> 00:27:11,161 And I feel like I'm having an out-of-body experience, 676 00:27:11,163 --> 00:27:15,032 Like I'm watching myself from here. 677 00:27:17,435 --> 00:27:21,338 That sounds like a nervous breakdown, doesn't it? 678 00:27:21,340 --> 00:27:23,040 - Kinda. 679 00:27:24,442 --> 00:27:26,410 - But she dumped you. 680 00:27:26,412 --> 00:27:27,411 - Yeah. 681 00:27:27,413 --> 00:27:28,078 Yup. 682 00:27:28,080 --> 00:27:30,681 - Which means she believes me. 683 00:27:30,683 --> 00:27:32,549 She really believes me. 684 00:27:32,551 --> 00:27:35,786 Oh, thank you! - What? 685 00:27:37,689 --> 00:27:40,391 - No, thank you, becca. 686 00:27:42,527 --> 00:27:43,527 - Hi. - Hi. 687 00:27:43,529 --> 00:27:45,229 Okay, so I went over it and over it in my mind, 688 00:27:45,231 --> 00:27:47,197 And there's just no way you could have known 689 00:27:47,199 --> 00:27:48,699 About that guy from lollapalooza 690 00:27:48,701 --> 00:27:49,700 Unless I got drunk and told you, 691 00:27:49,702 --> 00:27:53,037 And you can't drink when you're on tetracycline. 692 00:27:53,039 --> 00:27:55,239 God, I--I am so embarrassed. 693 00:27:55,241 --> 00:27:56,206 - It doesn't matter. 694 00:27:56,208 --> 00:27:59,443 The only thing that matters is if you believe me. 695 00:27:59,445 --> 00:28:01,178 And since you broke things off with jamie, 696 00:28:01,180 --> 00:28:03,514 You must think there's, like, a shred of truth 697 00:28:03,516 --> 00:28:04,481 To what I'm saying. 698 00:28:04,483 --> 00:28:05,683 - The only thing I know for sure is, 699 00:28:05,685 --> 00:28:07,718 You are not the same becca you were yesterday. 700 00:28:07,720 --> 00:28:11,388 Just tell me what happens in the future. 701 00:28:11,390 --> 00:28:14,391 - [sighs] oh, god, okay. 702 00:28:14,393 --> 00:28:16,560 Oh, so... 703 00:28:16,562 --> 00:28:18,162 Sean and I split up. 704 00:28:18,164 --> 00:28:21,298 Yeah, we just fell apart. 705 00:28:21,300 --> 00:28:23,567 - So what happens to jamie? 706 00:28:23,569 --> 00:28:25,302 - He's not great. 707 00:28:25,304 --> 00:28:27,137 He went to rehab. 708 00:28:27,139 --> 00:28:28,172 A couple times, actually. 709 00:28:28,174 --> 00:28:33,343 Oh, it has been a tough couple years for my family. 710 00:28:33,345 --> 00:28:34,778 And there was no one in the world 711 00:28:34,780 --> 00:28:37,314 I needed to talk to more than you. 712 00:28:37,316 --> 00:28:39,316 But we hadn't spoken to each other in years. 713 00:28:39,318 --> 00:28:42,586 I didn't know if the number I had for you was right. 714 00:28:42,588 --> 00:28:44,388 I had no idea where you lived. 715 00:28:44,390 --> 00:28:47,458 And the only email I had for you was aol. 716 00:28:47,460 --> 00:28:50,294 [scoffs] - that's awful. 717 00:28:50,296 --> 00:28:51,528 - Yeah. 718 00:28:51,530 --> 00:28:53,764 - All of it sounds awful. 719 00:28:53,766 --> 00:28:56,366 Do people not use aol anymore? 720 00:28:56,601 --> 00:28:58,802 - It's become unfashionable. 721 00:28:58,804 --> 00:29:00,838 - But I really love aol. 722 00:29:00,840 --> 00:29:02,406 - I know. 723 00:29:02,408 --> 00:29:05,309 And aol loves you too. 724 00:29:05,443 --> 00:29:07,778 - What happened to us, becca? 725 00:29:07,780 --> 00:29:10,414 - Our huge fight was still years away. 726 00:29:10,416 --> 00:29:14,651 If I didn't say anything, maybe it would never happen. 727 00:29:14,653 --> 00:29:16,620 I don't want to talk about it. 728 00:29:16,622 --> 00:29:18,522 Not yet. 729 00:29:18,524 --> 00:29:21,592 The crazy thing is, 730 00:29:21,594 --> 00:29:22,793 It hasn't even happened yet. 731 00:29:22,795 --> 00:29:25,729 - Well, nothing has, right? 732 00:29:25,731 --> 00:29:27,731 - Right. - Okay, becca. 733 00:29:27,733 --> 00:29:29,233 This isn't just happening to you. 734 00:29:29,235 --> 00:29:32,669 It's happening to me and to sean and to everyone. 735 00:29:32,671 --> 00:29:34,705 Patrick dempsey gets cute? Really? 736 00:29:34,707 --> 00:29:37,608 - No one was more surprised about that than me. 737 00:29:37,610 --> 00:29:40,878 - I got to pee so bad. 738 00:29:40,880 --> 00:29:42,479 No time traveling. 739 00:29:42,481 --> 00:29:44,681 - I'm not going to-- - okay? 740 00:29:57,228 --> 00:29:59,763 - Rough day? 741 00:30:00,732 --> 00:30:03,534 - It's my wedding day, actually. 742 00:30:03,536 --> 00:30:05,202 - Wow. 743 00:30:05,204 --> 00:30:06,436 Congratulations. 744 00:30:06,438 --> 00:30:07,604 - Thanks. 745 00:30:07,606 --> 00:30:10,641 - You seem excited. 746 00:30:11,543 --> 00:30:13,610 - I'm a little confused. [laughs] 747 00:30:13,612 --> 00:30:15,779 - Shouldn't you be feeling happy? 748 00:30:15,781 --> 00:30:18,482 - Are you an expert on the topic? 749 00:30:18,484 --> 00:30:20,617 - No. No. 750 00:30:20,619 --> 00:30:22,319 [chuckles] 751 00:30:22,321 --> 00:30:25,189 Nothing of the sort. 752 00:30:25,191 --> 00:30:26,824 Xavier. 753 00:30:26,826 --> 00:30:28,892 - Becca. 754 00:30:38,236 --> 00:30:41,338 - Here's your change, sir. 755 00:30:41,506 --> 00:30:43,307 - "do not pursue the past. 756 00:30:43,309 --> 00:30:45,209 "do not lose yourself in the future. 757 00:30:45,211 --> 00:30:49,379 The past no longer is. The future has not yet come." 758 00:30:49,381 --> 00:30:54,318 Both: "look deeply at life as it is." 759 00:30:55,887 --> 00:30:57,387 - Whatever, buddha. 760 00:30:57,389 --> 00:31:00,791 [both laugh] 761 00:31:01,593 --> 00:31:03,994 - You come here a lot? 762 00:31:03,996 --> 00:31:06,530 - Every day. 763 00:31:06,532 --> 00:31:07,531 - Cool. 764 00:31:07,533 --> 00:31:09,566 I'll see ya. 765 00:31:09,568 --> 00:31:11,935 - See you. 766 00:31:11,937 --> 00:31:13,737 - Who was that? 767 00:31:13,739 --> 00:31:16,006 - Someone I met once. - Cute. 768 00:31:16,008 --> 00:31:19,009 [pager beeping] - what is that? 769 00:31:20,545 --> 00:31:22,613 - It's your pager, dumb-bum. 770 00:31:22,615 --> 00:31:25,315 - I can't-- 771 00:31:25,317 --> 00:31:26,250 [beeping stops] 772 00:31:26,252 --> 00:31:27,784 - It's sean. 773 00:31:27,786 --> 00:31:29,987 He wants you to meet him. 774 00:31:29,989 --> 00:31:31,955 He says you know where? 775 00:31:31,957 --> 00:31:33,824 - [gasps softly] 776 00:31:33,826 --> 00:31:35,859 I do. 777 00:31:47,639 --> 00:31:48,505 - Sean-- - wait. 778 00:31:48,507 --> 00:31:52,609 Before you say anything, let me get this out. 779 00:31:53,611 --> 00:31:56,346 Becca, when I met you, I was lost. 780 00:31:56,348 --> 00:31:57,547 I didn't know who I wanted to be 781 00:31:57,549 --> 00:32:00,250 Or what I was supposed to do with my life. 782 00:32:00,252 --> 00:32:02,352 But you wanted to be with me, 783 00:32:02,354 --> 00:32:05,355 So I thought if someone that great, that smart, 784 00:32:05,357 --> 00:32:08,292 That beautiful wants to be with me, 785 00:32:08,294 --> 00:32:11,395 Then I must be an okay guy. 786 00:32:13,498 --> 00:32:17,200 But I don't want to be just an okay guy. 787 00:32:17,202 --> 00:32:18,969 I want to be better than that. 788 00:32:18,971 --> 00:32:23,473 I want to be worthy of you. 789 00:32:23,475 --> 00:32:27,277 So I'm asking you again. 790 00:32:27,279 --> 00:32:29,479 Will you marry me? 791 00:32:30,181 --> 00:32:31,648 - [sighs] 792 00:32:31,650 --> 00:32:34,251 You're saying everything I want to hear, but-- 793 00:32:34,253 --> 00:32:37,154 - Tell me what it is you're worried about. 794 00:32:37,156 --> 00:32:38,288 What is it? 795 00:32:38,290 --> 00:32:39,356 You at least owe me that. 796 00:32:39,358 --> 00:32:40,724 - I'm worried that we're destined 797 00:32:40,726 --> 00:32:43,293 To make the same mistakes over and over again, 798 00:32:43,295 --> 00:32:46,563 No matter what promises we make to each other today. 799 00:32:46,565 --> 00:32:47,397 - Listen, listen. 800 00:32:47,399 --> 00:32:50,467 Becca, you and me, we were meant to be together. 801 00:32:50,469 --> 00:32:54,304 I know that. You know that. 802 00:32:54,306 --> 00:32:57,374 People don't feel what we feel. 803 00:32:57,376 --> 00:33:00,077 That only belongs to us. 804 00:33:00,378 --> 00:33:03,113 Now I'm going to go home, I'm going to get dressed, 805 00:33:03,115 --> 00:33:04,214 And I'm going to that church. 806 00:33:04,216 --> 00:33:07,718 And I really hope I'll see you there. 807 00:33:08,186 --> 00:33:10,153 I know your mother made you swear off dairy 808 00:33:10,155 --> 00:33:13,190 Until after the wedding, but I figured 809 00:33:13,192 --> 00:33:16,526 You've come this far. 810 00:33:20,598 --> 00:33:22,065 - Ah! 811 00:33:22,067 --> 00:33:26,169 This is also just as good as I remember it. 812 00:33:28,706 --> 00:33:32,642 You were the space shuttle. 813 00:33:46,758 --> 00:33:49,359 [knocking at door] 814 00:33:49,361 --> 00:33:51,228 - Hi. 815 00:33:51,230 --> 00:33:53,063 - Hi. 816 00:33:55,266 --> 00:33:57,467 - For you. 817 00:34:15,586 --> 00:34:17,721 Old, blue, and borrowed. 818 00:34:17,723 --> 00:34:21,792 Although you can keep it. 819 00:34:22,393 --> 00:34:27,631 Your dad gave me this on the day you were born. 820 00:34:28,833 --> 00:34:34,137 Sapphires for my September baby. 821 00:34:34,472 --> 00:34:38,675 - You never gave this to me before. 822 00:34:38,677 --> 00:34:41,511 - Before when? 823 00:34:43,381 --> 00:34:45,782 - Nothing. 824 00:34:49,387 --> 00:34:51,154 It's so sparkly. 825 00:34:51,156 --> 00:34:51,721 [both chuckle] 826 00:34:51,723 --> 00:34:56,126 - I know you think I meddle too much. 827 00:34:57,295 --> 00:35:00,864 But I just want everything in your life to be perfect. 828 00:35:00,866 --> 00:35:03,767 - Maybe it doesn't have to be perfect. 829 00:35:03,769 --> 00:35:08,505 Maybe if you try to be perfect, you miss everything, 830 00:35:08,507 --> 00:35:11,341 The moments in between. 831 00:35:12,810 --> 00:35:14,678 For what? 832 00:35:15,780 --> 00:35:19,249 - Well, becca, 833 00:35:19,251 --> 00:35:22,752 If you can find those moments in between 834 00:35:22,754 --> 00:35:25,622 And appreciate them, 835 00:35:25,624 --> 00:35:31,128 I think you and sean will have a beautiful marriage. 836 00:35:32,563 --> 00:35:33,797 I love you. 837 00:35:33,799 --> 00:35:35,899 - And I love you. 838 00:35:35,901 --> 00:35:38,235 [knocking at door] 839 00:35:38,237 --> 00:35:40,637 - The wedding planner's looking for becca-- 840 00:35:40,639 --> 00:35:42,639 She's not in her dress yet? 841 00:35:42,641 --> 00:35:44,774 - She looks like a grape. 842 00:35:44,776 --> 00:35:45,909 - Uh, excuse me? 843 00:35:45,911 --> 00:35:53,250 - A vain, self-obsessed, totally insecure grape. 844 00:35:53,451 --> 00:35:56,720 - Phoebe, um, if you can just-- 845 00:35:56,722 --> 00:35:58,321 She'll be ready. 846 00:35:58,323 --> 00:36:00,857 - [laughing] 847 00:36:03,361 --> 00:36:05,362 [laughs] 848 00:36:07,231 --> 00:36:10,600 [pachelbel's canon in d] 849 00:36:10,602 --> 00:36:13,470 ♪ 850 00:36:13,472 --> 00:36:14,871 - Hey, don't worry, b. 851 00:36:14,873 --> 00:36:18,642 First wedding is always the hardest. 852 00:36:19,644 --> 00:36:23,780 I'm glad you decided to go through with it. 853 00:36:25,550 --> 00:36:26,550 - If you could go back 854 00:36:26,552 --> 00:36:28,752 And change one thing about your life, 855 00:36:28,754 --> 00:36:33,523 One decision, one answer, one mistake, 856 00:36:33,525 --> 00:36:35,325 What would you do? 857 00:36:35,327 --> 00:36:37,260 I knew so much more now. 858 00:36:37,262 --> 00:36:39,696 I knew so much more about sean, 859 00:36:39,698 --> 00:36:41,298 About myself, 860 00:36:41,300 --> 00:36:44,267 About the future. 861 00:36:44,269 --> 00:36:47,003 Oh, my god, andy. 862 00:36:47,005 --> 00:36:48,038 He was here. 863 00:36:48,040 --> 00:36:48,972 Of course he was here. 864 00:36:48,974 --> 00:36:51,274 Our parents were really good friends. 865 00:36:51,276 --> 00:36:56,413 I was supposed to be marrying him today. 866 00:36:56,847 --> 00:37:00,016 Is that the future I want? 867 00:37:00,851 --> 00:37:03,653 But what if sean and I were meant to be together? 868 00:37:03,655 --> 00:37:06,723 We could start over and get it right this time. 869 00:37:06,725 --> 00:37:10,927 I could change him, change me. 870 00:37:10,929 --> 00:37:12,929 We could do this. 871 00:37:12,931 --> 00:37:14,464 Right? 872 00:37:14,466 --> 00:37:14,998 Hi. 873 00:37:15,000 --> 00:37:16,766 - I'm glad you're here. 874 00:37:16,768 --> 00:37:19,603 - We are here today to witness the marriage 875 00:37:19,605 --> 00:37:22,606 Of these two fine young people, 876 00:37:22,608 --> 00:37:24,040 Rebecca and sean. 877 00:37:24,042 --> 00:37:29,579 What god has brought together, let no man put asunder. 878 00:37:29,581 --> 00:37:33,083 If anyone presents raises objections to this union, 879 00:37:33,085 --> 00:37:37,420 Speak now, or forever hold your peace. 880 00:37:37,422 --> 00:37:43,326 Rebecca, do you take sean to be your lawfully wedded husband, 881 00:37:43,328 --> 00:37:46,663 To have and to hold from this day forward, 882 00:37:46,665 --> 00:37:51,534 For better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, 883 00:37:51,536 --> 00:37:57,641 In sickness and in health, till death do you part? 884 00:38:10,354 --> 00:38:12,956 - Um... 885 00:38:12,958 --> 00:38:14,958 I'm sorry. 886 00:38:14,960 --> 00:38:17,127 I can't. 887 00:38:21,065 --> 00:38:22,932 Let's go. 888 00:38:22,934 --> 00:38:26,436 [both shrieking] 889 00:38:29,807 --> 00:38:33,943 Are you on the phone in the middle of my wedding? 890 00:38:33,945 --> 00:38:36,513 - I'll call you back. 891 00:38:36,515 --> 00:38:39,716 - Simon, you take me for granted. 892 00:38:39,718 --> 00:38:40,917 You run me into the ground. 893 00:38:40,919 --> 00:38:43,620 You expect me to work like a dog 24/7. 894 00:38:43,622 --> 00:38:45,822 But you can't function without me. 895 00:38:45,824 --> 00:38:48,625 So next week, when I come in to work, 896 00:38:48,627 --> 00:38:53,496 I'm a vp and I'm getting that raise I asked for. 897 00:38:54,532 --> 00:38:57,701 Also, you should cancel the temp I hired. 898 00:38:57,703 --> 00:39:00,570 She's gonna be terrible. 899 00:39:02,707 --> 00:39:04,607 - [laughing] 900 00:39:04,609 --> 00:39:06,476 - Oh, my god. Oh, my god. 901 00:39:06,478 --> 00:39:07,811 - What do we do now? - I don't know! 902 00:39:07,813 --> 00:39:09,679 - Is that joy or hysteria? - I don't know! 903 00:39:09,681 --> 00:39:11,548 - We got to do something. - Okay. 904 00:39:11,550 --> 00:39:13,583 - Something big, something symbolic. 905 00:39:13,585 --> 00:39:14,984 What do you want to do? 906 00:39:14,986 --> 00:39:15,819 - I don't know. 907 00:39:15,821 --> 00:39:18,188 Everything I did before was just so lame. 908 00:39:18,190 --> 00:39:20,857 I was so scared to flop, I flopped. 909 00:39:20,859 --> 00:39:23,993 And my soul mate's out there somewhere. 910 00:39:23,995 --> 00:39:24,761 Maybe I met him. 911 00:39:24,763 --> 00:39:26,096 Maybe I don't even know him yet. 912 00:39:26,098 --> 00:39:26,996 But I'll find him. 913 00:39:26,998 --> 00:39:30,667 All I know is, I want to do things differently, 914 00:39:30,669 --> 00:39:33,703 Starting with you and me. 915 00:39:33,705 --> 00:39:34,904 But first... 916 00:39:34,906 --> 00:39:36,940 I want to smoke in a bar. 917 00:39:36,942 --> 00:39:38,575 Let's go! - [shrieks] 918 00:39:38,577 --> 00:39:41,845 - Okay, don't ask me how I got here, 919 00:39:41,847 --> 00:39:45,014 But I am here, in the '90s, 920 00:39:45,016 --> 00:39:46,883 No idea how to get back, 921 00:39:46,885 --> 00:39:48,918 Not even sure I want to go back. 922 00:39:48,920 --> 00:39:51,888 I have my clogs, my favorite jacket, 923 00:39:51,890 --> 00:39:52,756 And my best friend. 924 00:39:52,758 --> 00:39:56,960 And I am going to look deeply at life as it is. 925 00:39:56,962 --> 00:40:00,230 - I know what we need. 926 00:40:01,098 --> 00:40:01,931 - I can't deny 927 00:40:01,933 --> 00:40:03,900 That running out of the church today was harsh. 928 00:40:03,902 --> 00:40:06,903 But there would have been collateral damage 929 00:40:06,905 --> 00:40:08,805 No matter what. 930 00:40:08,807 --> 00:40:10,140 - ♪ oh, oh, oh, oh 931 00:40:10,142 --> 00:40:13,109 - If I cheated myself out of this chance, 932 00:40:13,111 --> 00:40:16,579 I'd live to regret it all over again. 933 00:40:16,581 --> 00:40:17,547 - ♪ oh, oh, oh 934 00:40:17,549 --> 00:40:21,217 - Sometimes it's best to make a clean break 935 00:40:21,219 --> 00:40:23,253 And move on. 936 00:40:23,255 --> 00:40:25,755 ♪ 937 00:40:25,757 --> 00:40:27,991 Or not. 938 00:40:32,997 --> 00:40:33,997 - Next time on hindsight... 939 00:40:33,999 --> 00:40:35,965 I couldn't say yes. - Give me my ring back. 940 00:40:35,967 --> 00:40:39,569 - If it isn't our new vp of publicity. 941 00:40:39,571 --> 00:40:40,003 - Whoo! 942 00:40:40,005 --> 00:40:41,037 - Am I allowed to talk to him? 943 00:40:41,039 --> 00:40:42,872 - I am not gonna make this any more clear to you. 944 00:40:42,874 --> 00:40:44,974 I do not think that you should be with him. 945 00:40:44,976 --> 00:40:45,975 It's called an iphone. 946 00:40:45,977 --> 00:40:49,145 It's about ten years away, but it's amazing. 947 00:40:49,147 --> 00:40:51,080 Did you do this? - Do what? 948 00:40:51,082 --> 00:40:52,148 - You want to see him. 949 00:40:52,150 --> 00:40:54,017 - I was gonna marry him. 950 00:40:54,019 --> 00:40:54,684 Hi. 951 00:40:54,686 --> 00:40:55,985 - I'm trying to think of what to say 952 00:40:55,987 --> 00:40:57,687 To someone who just called off their wedding. 953 00:40:57,689 --> 00:40:59,355 - This was supposed to be our life. 954 00:40:59,357 --> 00:41:02,792 It was meant to be.